A good good day!

Well I am in a good mood. I had a really great day today. Shawn is on his layoff right now so he is at home. Yes he gets on my nerves sometimes but that's ok that's his job! hahaa anyway today my mom watched Keelin and me and Shawn got to have a day date. We went to the morning showing of The Wrestler. I so loved it. It was really great I felt like I was watching someone who really exists and it's like a home movie or something. I felt very invested in this guy. I have always loved Micky Rourke even when everyone made fun of him. So I am happy he decided to do such a great movie. The cool thing is he pretty much got paid nothing. I think he's super cool. Anyway and Marissa Tomei has the best body it's sick. I aspire to look like that in my 40's(yeah like that's gonna happen)

Then after the movie we went over to the mall and walked around for a few minutes and I got some new sunglasses. I typically don't go around spending money but I am having a huge eye issue. I pretty much need to wear a full face mask sunglass if I leave my house otherwise I am sick and have a headache or a full blown migraine. such a mess. And I got new sunglasses already but the lenses madee me so sick i almost crushed them into tiny pieces. I didn't. Anyway so then we went to lunch. It was great really fun. Then we got the Kins and then Keelin. Eventhough I had to clean up a nasty stiny wet mess from our pipe explosion under the kitchen sink I am still in a good mood. School is super stressful for me and I sometimes wonder how I am going to make it. It's so hard. I feel guilty leaving the kids so much. This is the most I have ever left Kinsey. It makes me feel torn. I hate that. But I am going to finish, I have not come this far for it to get me now. No matter what I am in it till the end, whenever and whatever that may be! I gpt my hair cut yesterday and I REALLY like it. I think it's my favorite hair I have ever had! It's not that much different from before but then it is. I love it! I will post a coupe of bad pictures! And don't make fun of me if I am looking off in the distance or have my eyes closed, I have a hard time with flashes, I spent half my birthday in bed cause my sister took my picture. I so could not be famous.

STUPID STUPID SICKNESS,ILLNESS, YUCK

well I am tired. I am just tired. I am still being upbeat but darnit I am tired. Tired of being broke. Tired of school. Tired of cleaning endlessly and most of all tired of the baby sickness. I don't know what to do. We go back to the immunologist at emory soon. I just am ick. and I have a bunch of bills regarding this that came over the weekend and I am like why should i pay when this is not fixed!!! but then I have to remember to be greatful for what I do have. But ugh. I am supposed to take her off her medication every now and then to see what happens. Hahaaaa so fun. Last time was just a notch below medical emergency and I didn't give it to her last night and last night and today were awful. She looks crazy acts crazy and I feel lost. what do you do???? I have now been to:
3 pediatricians
1 dermatologist
1 specialized dermatologist
too many to count er visits
1 immunologist
1 allergist
and here we are. still after almost 6 MONTHS. I know I am feeling sorry for myself. but whatever I am cranky. what's the next step?????????

My grandmother's things

Tonight I was looking through my grandmother's recipe box. I have looked through it so many times and I love all the recipes. Some she cut out of magazines and taped them to an index card and then would comment on the recipe. Others are her handwriting which is very cool and then there are some she has written and then put whose recipe it originally was. I love having this little piece of my grandmother. When she died I was single and living the single life and moving around and whatever. I got to pick a few things of hers to keep. I am soooooo glad I was not an idiot and was able to keep up with them. I have to say they are probably some of my favorite things I have. The recipe box of course is a favorite but I think my all time favorite is this little wall hanging in the bathroom of a little boy getting in the tub with his frog. I remember being little and when I would visit my grandparents and have to go to the bathroom I would stare at that thing, I loved it. And now it's in my bathroom. I think it's awesome. I got a couple of towels-pink ones of course and I use them all the time. I love them. I also got some doilies. Right now I am not using them. When I was single I had them on my dresser but now when laundry and little hands I feel better packing them away till the girls are bigger. Oh and another item that I adore is my little chickens. I collect chickens for my kitchen and my grandmother had a collection as well. I got these tiny little chickens. They are soooo cute. I know there are some things I am forgetting There are some things I packed away for awhile so they will not get broken. HMMM I will have to think about it and post more later. So this week has been slightly exhausting. School started this week and It has been insane. I will have to elaborate later. Let me just say this- It should no longer be luck of the irish---it should be luck of Kelli. Ugh you know- you step in poop and you say well at least I wasnt bare foot. Thats luck of the irish. anyway more later

cleaning up

Well I thought I would post a few pictures from our fantastic Christmas! I had a great Christmas and I am sad it's over but I am optimistic on the year to come. I am hopeful. I am not excited about Keelin going back to school and me going back to school and all that stuff. I have really enjoyed all of us hanging around the house. I got all the Christmas stuff down last night and I have most of the house cleaned which makes me feel really good. I have a nursing exam Jan 9th so I need to be studying it is for a nursing program I am TRYING to get into. Soooooo competitive. Some of these programs i am applying to only take like 30-40 people!!! But like I said I am being hopeful! Right now Shawn's son is here visiting over the holidays and they are getting ready to watch the Falcon's play. So my house has been pretty busy!! I will post more pictures later!!!!